I am alerted!

Apr. 11th, 2026 02:28 pm
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Minor update to yesterday's post.

One of those scary buzzy alerts on my phone just now, for the cyclone later today and tomorrow. No change from yesterday, just grumbling that I hate how those alerts startle me and raise my anxiety. Which is the point, I know! The eerie calm has broken - a light wind now and I just looked up and saw sun on the garden, but a sky becoming dark and lowering beyond. Peak cyclone time is the small hours of Sunday morning. Guess I'd better go outside and see what needs tidying away, then find the camping gas box in the garage. I'm very lucky that's all I need to do.

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Apr. 10th, 2026 12:16 pm
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so it turns out my dad's not going to come back if I do all the grieving steps just right

Autumn garden views, and cyclone prep

Apr. 10th, 2026 03:48 pm
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I haven't posted garden pics for a while due to autumn untidyness - so far as Auckland has an autumn, which is not very. Still green, just cooler and wetter. Also, I've been busy enjoying and making fanworks and have neglected the garden as it slides inexorably into disrepair. But everything's still green, and I do enjoy looking out at it so I thought you might like some views from my windows and doors. Overcast today so not ideal photography conditions, but as Cyclone Vaianu is bearing down on us in 36 hrs I figured I'd get pics now in case it's chaos by Monday. First time my landlord's property manager has ever emailed tenants with a cyclone warning and info about how to batten down! If I was still in my leaky house in the bush I'd be very worried but this flat's in a safe place - solid construction, high ground but not exposed, no big unsafe trees nearby - so fingers crossed. I'll roust out my camping gas stove and lamp in case of power cuts, and we'll see. Hope you're all safe from extreme weather events!

pics here... )
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The sort of beauty that's called human (5727 words) by lotesse
Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: Dark Is Rising Sequence - Susan Cooper
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Bran Davies/Will Stanton
Characters: Bran Davies, Will Stanton (Dark is Rising), Owen Davies, Herne the Hunter (Dark is Rising)
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Loss of Parent(s), Immortality
Series: Part 4 of Wherein was bound a child
Summary:

“We have to go,” Bran said, his voice coming out hoarser than he’d expected. “Rhys called. Trouble with my da. A stroke.”

No more needed to be said aloud. They were going back to Wales.

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Not time’s fool (13040 words) by lotesse
Chapters: 8/?
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia - C. S. Lewis
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Caspian/Lucy Pevensie
Characters: Lucy Pevensie, Caspian (Narnia), Ramandu's Daughter | Liliandil, Edmund Pevensie, Peter Pevensie, Polly Plummer, Digory Kirke, Eustace Scrubb, Lord Rhoop (Narnia)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Voyage of the Dawn Treader, Romance, Sailing, Prophecy
Series: Part 3 of An ever-fixèd mark
Summary:

By remaining in Narnia, and not going home again, Lucy had purposefully thrown herself in the path of fate, making herself the obstacle to derail the terrible train of events from its determined track, which had the prophesied end of all Narnia at its end, and her own premature death in a ruined railway carriage. She wasn’t going to let that happen. She had made of herself a lodestone, pulling fate out of its accustomed course. Inevitably, she would leave change in her wake. She meant it to be so, for the preservation of all.

The Summer That Changed Us

Apr. 9th, 2026 10:11 pm
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The Summer That Changed Us by Cathy Bramley was a book I grabbed either in a charity shop or from my free station book exchange, thinking it might be a light, frothy read I'd pick up one day - but definitely wasn't on my priority list.
And it is fairly light and frothy - for all that it deals with some quite heavy topics - and I absolutely loved it.
It tells the story of Katie, Robyn and Grace, three women of three different decades, who meet by chance on a beach one day and form the kind of deep, abiding female friendship I thought you only found in books - but that reminded me vividly of some of the wonderful women I now have in my own life.
I could say it's rather lacking in diversity and it's a bit reductive in some ways - but I devoured it in a couple of days, forgoing almost everything else to read it for long stretches at a time. It made me laugh, it made me cry, and it made me very happy.
Definitely a five-star reading experience for me.

The Watermark

Apr. 8th, 2026 09:09 am
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The Watermark by Sam Mills sounded like exactly my kind of book - a nefarious author lures people to his cabin in the woods and traps them inside his novel-in-progress to help him inject new life (quite literally) into a failing story.
If On A Winter's Night A Traveller by Italo Calvino is one of my favourite books - but unfortunately, this is not that.
I loved the premise but the execution left a lot to be desired. The characters felt flat, the writing wasn't compelling, and there didn't seem to be anything about it over and above the endless repetition and litany of absurd events to provide any thematic depth.
The sections for each story-within-the-story were also way too long without really getting anywhere.
It's possible Mills may have pulled it all together in an interesting way, but sadly I wasn't invested enough by the 25% mark to want to find out, so I gave up.

The Square of Sevens

Apr. 6th, 2026 06:42 pm
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My brother gave me The Square of Sevens by Laura Shepherd-Robinson for Christmas - and it turned out to be an excellent pick for me. It follows Red, a young woman who gets embroiled in a complex and dangerous court case that will determine the ultimate recipient of a vast fortune. She is a fortune-teller, so there's a lot in the book about cartomancy, curses, superstition and suchlike, though the book never establishes with any certainty if any of the potentially supernatural elements of the story are real.
It's well over 500 pages and I read it in three days, to the exclusion of almost everything else. I wouldn't say it ever really engaged my emotions beyond a couple of specific moments, but it was very compelling, highly entertaining and very cleverly constructed. It got perhaps a bit too ridiculous in terms of twists and turns in the last few pages, with quite a bit of summary that went by in rather a flash of confusion.
But, overall, a very, very good read.

Is This Seat Taken?

Apr. 6th, 2026 12:05 pm
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Is This Seat Taken? is a very cute little logic puzzle game that I've really enjoyed playing over the last couple of weeks. It's set in a world of different shapes, following rhombus Nat on her journey around the world in search of fame in the film industry. Each level presents a different situation (various vehicles - cars, boats, trains; various locations - film premieres, football games, gigs; various other places - classrooms, airports, beaches) and a group of characters with different requirements about where they sit. Each location has a selection of seats in different configurations and you have to place all the characters so they all get what they want.
A couple of the levels were pretty fiendish, but it was mostly just really fun trying to figure out where to put everyone. And the throughline of the story added a welcome extra dimension of interest to proceedings. Very enjoyable.

Wrote another fic

Apr. 6th, 2026 01:14 pm
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Some mildy porny, romantic fun, in which Shane gets tattooed for Ilya. There's even an Easter mention!

Words To Live By (Explicit, ~3600 words)

I should of course be writing my Hollanov Big Bang fic, but no, this one happened.

Happy hot cross buns to everyone.

Alibi

Apr. 3rd, 2026 10:02 am
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Alibi by Sharon Shinn turned out to be rather a disappointment to me. I mean, looking at my old reviews, my history with this author has always been more hit and miss than I would have said - but I have tattoos based on some of her books, so I always look forward to a new release from her. That said, this book has been out for almost 18 months and in my possession for nearly six, so it's taken a while to get to the top of the pile.

Still, I was hopeful. I usually enjoy her worldbuilding and nearly always find her characters engaging, layered and easy to connect to. Here, though, the worldbuilding felt lacking and few of the characters seemed real to me. Also, for a sci-fi murder mystery, it's really, really boring. Almost nothing happens for nearly 250 pages, and then everything happens all at once in a very abrupt and not particularly satisfying way in the last 30 pages.

Found family is always a strong draw for me - and certain aspects of that here did get to me and prompt some warm emotions. But overall, not a winner.

Three works

Apr. 3rd, 2026 04:42 pm
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A few things I recently posted to AO3:
  • a long SGA podfic for the Podfic Big Bang: Sihaya Black's And Hope (John/Rodney, AU, drama and romance, 03:35:12)
  • an HR fanart for Easter Ilya's Easter Treat (featuring Shane in bunny ears) (not quite SFW: bare torsos)
  • and just now, Ecology, a meta poem about the rise and complexities of HR as a speedrun megafandom, basically me processing my last post. Also it's National Poetry Month in the US.

And now, time for a nice cup of tea.

Fairy Tale and The Mars House

Apr. 2nd, 2026 04:45 pm
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Fairy Tale by Stephen King took me rather by surprise. It's my fourth King read (after the Bill Hodges trilogy last year) and I went in with some apprehension, worried that it might be too scary or too gory for me. But I needn't have worried. It does have some unpleasant aspects, but nothing that put me off too much. And the first 200 pages or so were absolutely a five-star read for me. That section follows 17-year-old Charlie as he befriends an elderly neighbour and his equally elderly dog, after the neighbour falls from a ladder and breaks his leg and Charlie offers to look after his dog and do some chores around his house for him.
Sadly, the middle 200 pages or so dipped to a three-star read - pretty much exactly when the fantastical elements in the story came into play. It was still good, but it definitely lost some of my interest and started to feel like it was dragging. The final 200 pages or so pulled it back up to a four-star read, as my emotions were fully engaged again and the climax provided some much-needed excitement, drama and satisfaction. I was particularly impressed with the masterful way King dropped multiple small details into the story that became significant much later on.
Overall, a really good read.

The Mars House by Natasha Pulley also took me by surprise because the main aspect that I absolutely loved in it was the romance - which is often something in books that doesn't really work for me. It's also a very complex, layered, political sci-fi story with fantastic worldbuilding, a great range of interesting and engaging characters, some good twists and turns, and an effective emotional throughline.
I figured out one of the main mysteries quite early on, which made subsequent clues about it a bit frustrating - but the way things played out did surprise me in multiple ways. I loved all the stuff about language (especially the mammoths) - but it was the romance that really kept me wanting to read more, and also made me cry.
Unfortunately, a couple of very extended flashbacks in the last quarter of the book made my interest dip significantly, and I'm not sure I fully understood or agreed with the eventual resolution of the seemingly impossible societal dilemma that was at the heart of the political conflict that made up most of the plot.
Still, really good overall.

Goddamn it

Apr. 2nd, 2026 04:24 pm
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I've been protected from HR fandom wank by only being active on DW and tumblr, but it's affecting AO3 as well now. As a megafandom doing a speedrun, I gather Heated Rivalry has attracted a fair number of idiots and trolls, and maybe just new fans ignorant of fandom etiquette, over on crap sites like twitter and instagram. I think hanging out in those places and on facebook can also turn you to the dark side teach you bad habits, maybe. Celestial_abyss who's podficcing OpalApparition's WIP Wolfbird, wrote an etiquette post about it.

So, a few BNF HR writers (OpalApparition being one) have I gather been trolled and harassed in those places (but honestly, why be on instagram or twitter at all!) and have reacted in a hurt/angry way by going on hiatus or, now, with Evilharlowe, a writer I enjoy, by deleting their entire AO3 profile and all works. Crap! I mean, their main WIP was a bit worrying as the projected chapter count kept climbing from 50 to 100 to 200 (they made it to just over 100), which seemed either unrealistic or not great for the writer's wellbeing, but still. They wrote a lot of other excellent stuff but are presumably too pissed off or unhappy to keep posting. The works haven't been made anon or orphaned, either, which feels like an angry reaction. Jesus, all that work, all those excellent fics, just gone from AO3. Fuck.

I have a lot of their fics saved as I usually read longer stuff as ebooks and EH almost never wrote short, but I don't have the latest updates on their two main WIPs. However, if you want a copy of any their completed works, hit me up in a message as I should have most of them, and can convert to any format you like.

But yeah, bummer.

(final)ETA: thanks to [personal profile] trillingstar pointing out that fichub had all of EH's fics saved with the latest updates, these are now all present/updated in this gdrive folder. 20 fics, with Step-Sibling Rivalry to ch107 and Heated Designation to ch15. https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/14Gh16_GJ7eN31XrkIzLKB0t4GaHIyBXC?usp=sharing

Love triumphing in dystopia - music

Mar. 30th, 2026 04:18 pm
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Courtesy of the YouTube algorithm, which has clearly been corrupted by Heated Rivalry, and a good thing, too.

New music vid by Minute Taker featuring a gay love story in a Big Brother-like dystopia, but with a happy ending. The song's ok, but it's the storytelling that wins here.

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